Tuesday, October 14, 2008

if you're still looking

there won't be any real posts here until i get the first text of anthropoda figured out. mkay?

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

promoe

now this is just a likkle supm, supm
to let you know i've got supm comin'
and let you know i'm still up and runnin'
and let you know that the fire's still burnin'

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

n.y.c. morning

clicky!
see the animal in his cage that you built, are you sure what side you're on?
better not look him too closely in the eye, are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
see the safety of the life you have built, everything where it belongs
feel the hollowness inside of your heart, and it's all, right where it belongs

what if everything around you
isn't quite as it seems?
what if all the world you think you know
is an elaborate dream?
and if you look at your reflection
is that you want it to be?
what if you could look right through the cracks
would you find yourself, find yourself afraid to see?

what if all the world's inside of your head, just creations of your own?
your devils and your gods all the living and the dead, and you're really all alone
you can live in this illusion, you can choose to believe
you keep looking but you can't find the woods, while you're hiding in the trees

what if everything around you
isn't quite as it seems?
what if all the world you used you know
is an elaborate dream?
and if you look at your reflection
is that you want it to be?
what if you could look right through the cracks
would you find yourself, find yourself afraid to see?

nine inch nails - right where it belongs

Sunday, June 29, 2008

6/30

clicky!

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Sunday, June 08, 2008

hotchpotch [ep. 02 - class]

yay... something like the third "hotchpotch" i have ever created. and the first real blog entry in awhile as well.
anyway, it is a question that has been on my mind for quite some time. i believe ever since a night a few weeks ago, when i was walking home from the tram and my entire mind
suddenly was emptied completely and filled again with only one thought; "why am i?".

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b.t.w. if you haven't heard the song in #2&#3, be sure to check it out. i'm sure you're resourceful enough to get a hold of it.

Saturday, June 07, 2008

just a note...

i've hated... it made me very angry at myself and at the person who was the target of my hatered.
angry at her for making me go that far and angry at myself for not being able to let it go.

Friday, May 30, 2008

note to self

asante sana, squash banana
we we nugu, mi mi apana

Monday, May 12, 2008

oh, and...

congratulations to florence nightingale who turns 188 today.

i feel bored

boring lecturers suck...

Sunday, May 11, 2008

attempt

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order-protection-creation-
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life-creation-destruction-
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